Bad english, so sorry.

Today I want to write in english.
There are many doubts in my heart. Should I fall in love with her ? Why do people have a past ? I don't know what to do, and I hate this situation. I always know what I want to do, I always have the control of situation (I'm talking about things related with my little heart. My heart isn't a little one, but forget it.) I wonder if it is a real love or just a stupid illusion of my depressive mind.
I wish to know if this song is true for me...

Oasis

Songbird

Talking to the songbird yesterday
Flew me to a past not far away
She's a little pilot in my mind
Singing songs of love to pass the time
Gonna write a song so she can see
Give her all the love she gives to me
Talk of better days that have yet to come
Never felt this love from anyone

She's not anyone
She's not anyone
She's not anyone

A man can never dream these kinds of things
Especially when she came and spread her wings
Whispered in my ear the things I'd like
Then she flew away into the night
Gonna write a song so she can see
Give her all the love she gives to me
Talk of better days that have yet to come
Never felt this love from anyone


She's not anyone
She's not anyone
She's not anyone

Yes, Bernardo, I'm a girl now. ¬¬'

Or not...
But her past condemns her.
Ok, she's a little girl, and just wanna have fun (OOOOOOHH GIIIIRRRLSSS JUST WANNA HAVE FUUUUN.), and she wants to find the right guy for her. But why has she done it on this way? Holly shit... ¬¬'
There are times that I think: "Maaaan... I'm crazy for this girl. My God !"
There are times that I think: "Disgusting... I will never have a girlfriend like her."

God, why do You do this things to me ? Are you a Joker ?
Life, why do you put in this situation ?

¬¬'


William Shakespeare se revirando em seu túmulo agora. :(